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lurked on realthin for a while
in the last 24 hours ive eaten
1 triscuit with a scoop of hummus
1 can of coke
1 c oj
1.5 c pasta with sauce
2 c soup
1 c grape acai juice
a few bites rice

i feel like eating, like i have a physical feeling of hunger, but when i start to eat i dont feel excited about it like i used to
i dont know, sometimes i wonder if i should make myself eat it, like with the rice, because i dont want to fuck up my metabolism or binge later
but then i think if im not feeling it i should take advantage of it, since normally i have to control myself.

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